Tuesday, December 11, 2012



期待了一天
他没有来找我........

我竟然一个早上在想我要穿什么
好像好好吃一顿
好久没有这样了
长大了
这些时间都要牺牲


刚去了job training
说好听是job training
但只是个浪费时间的东西
充其量也不过是在听一个女人在发牢骚

其实人都为了让别人觉得自己忙才说自己很忙
这样才会有价值吗?
你忙不忙我们看得出
其实我真的觉得那位女主管真的没那么忙
一个小时,一直在听他说其他女生的不是
那些女生也是辛辛苦苦出来找工作的
既然你已经选了人家
又何必一直在人家背后批评人家的长相身材??
可能在另外一天,我不在时,也成为你批评的对象

你给的价钱只是普通freelance girl的价钱,有时候只派传单都高过这份工
你又何必批评他人身材不够热火
身高不够高
屁股太大
你选他们之前不是已经知道了吗

可怜的一个女生,临时被她折走了
有没有想过人家是否推了其他的工作 就是为了这份工

其实我现在说也没用
我没有那个勇气为那个女生说话
对不起
我也要找吃。。没办法


说些开心的事
我的小考竟然pass了!!!
我真的没想到
虽然我有努力
但我知道上帝一定保守我
谢谢祂....






Monday, December 3, 2012


3/12/2012
530pm
下雨了

他第一天去做工
一大早九点钟我就醒了
不知道要吃什么,以前都是一起来他就会带我去吃
我现在可以天天吃spicy and chill 了
只能一个人自己吃

煮了一包面一粒蛋
只要洗一次碗

一个人真不想出门
这样就能乖乖在家读书
连宵夜也不用吃了

我没有很喜欢打dota
你不在我就不想玩了

一边读书一边看韩国综艺节目很开心
很想回复你又怕你忙

又要下去打包了
要吃什么呢?..........

一个月后
习惯了
才让他知道这里






Saturday, November 3, 2012


What i showed in front of others.....







But this is how i feel now..................................................................








Im tired...
Mad tired...
If you dont care me,love me enough...
not responsible
What is the reason for me to stay for u????????????


Well....
I will decide...

Friday, October 19, 2012


Happy Halloween everyone!!!
Too early maybeeeeee....
My sister is having her Halloween Party yesterday!!!!
A company Party..but the company is actually "Bursa Saham Malaysia"
So weird.. How come they celebrate Halloween too... Teeeeheeee
SHe brings her costumes back...Her theme for tomorrow is "VAMPIRE"
and there is a award for the best dress employee
but only RM450 hahahahahahahahah


CAnnot wait to the costume!!!!!I mean myself!!!hahahahahahah
and also the fake blood.. 
My sister look like little black ridding hood rather than a VaMpire...
Here the pictures we took.. <3 p="p">




And the last picture.. named it "Vampire's Kiss"
Yesterday night I was wondering..whether there is any human being will actually read my blog..since i dump it for almost 1 year...
Without any new updates..
Nevermind..i can keep this blog as my secret place...

Wednesday, October 17, 2012


                                 I keep buying buying and buying recently...Im gonna broke soon..Just too addicted to those chiffon flowery shirt.. They look exactly the same in the cutting but just different printsssssss...and i bought them all...WTF.... But i swear i will not buy anymore for this month. 
They are pretty and the price is reasonable too!!!!!
           Thats why i buy them!!! I cannot afford those 100++ shirt kay..it is too expensive for just a shirt....
Im still a stingy person


                                      so here is what i bought this week...prints and prints and printsssssss
                                                  and also collarssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.......................




                                                   HAHAHAHAHAHA.... Gonna show to my sister after that...
So she will steal my clothes and wear...and i will be proud of it...means that clothes that i bought are just too niceee.teehheeeee <3 p="p">

Monday, October 1, 2012


Having fever now..unfortunately..
Decided to pay the doctor a visit tomorrow morning to get the medicine and a MC
But there is no chance for me to skip all the classes on Tuesday because...I missed 2 Lectures last week..so guilty.....
Seriously..i am not happy with my advance diploma life that much compare to diploma...
The syllabus become harder and harder... and the thing i hate the most "INDIVIDUAL PRESENTATION"...
Oh my god..I can still remember i get the lowest mark in my class when i was in sem 3 or 4...
I can talk very well in front of my friends but not the Tutor!! T.T... Why?!
And tons of assignments... 
But... there is some good news too....
I met few new friends in my class.. Even we are not that close yet..but im so happy to meet u guys!!! <3 p="p">

But why i Put my BF a.k.a Tan Guan Yu bao bao's picture in this post????!!!!
Because i miss HIM!!!seriously!!and for no reason!!!
We sick together!! 
Touching huh??
I willing to drink your water and get sick together with you..hahahahahahhahaha


Well... I think i look better in black hair right..
My mum just told me i look like lala Mui or somothing we called seafood kia when i was in gold hair.. =.=..
Why dnt she tell me earlier and let her daughter be lala mui so many years..
However, my sister dnt like his younger sister in black hair...
She said that i look like her!!!
I dowan also kayyyyyyyy.....




end with this chow chow picture!!
My favourite dog for now... heeeeeeeeee
How can you be so cute!!
I will chop you and eat you!! <3 p="p">



well my english writting is still very bad..
I dnt care..at least i try...
I hate u grammars!!!heeeeeeeee

Friday, September 14, 2012

Is this my blog???
I almost forget about this..
HAHAHAHAHA
Waiting for my result..18th September 2012
Please please Please boo bee me that i can pass all with flying coloursss
I want to continue my advance diploma so badly!!!!
And of course I want to attend graduation ceremony with my beloved family and my Bui Bui!!
Congratz to my boyfriend that did quite well in his exam!!Out of his expectation yahhhhhh...~~~
I think it is the time for me to start a new journey of my life
Hope everything going smooth.....
Be tough!!!! <3 p="p">

Wednesday, May 30, 2012



 这个人为我做了很多
他很爱我
我知道
最近看他那么伤心
真的不知道自己能为他做些什么
除了家人和我之外
你们是他最重要的人
想出了那么久 我知道他很爱你们
其实他什么也没做
我记得我上次的错
我也改变了 因为有更深的了解




我常常告诉他
这个世界不是对你笑的人就是好人
他好爱你们
他怕有什么误会发生
他怕他啊说错话
做错事
别人不说出来他也不敢说




我很希望他开心
不管是因为什么是
我都希望能像从前一样
就好了




看着他连睡觉都皱着眉头
我哭了
因为我什么都不能做
因为我不了解所以我不想多事




有心的人们
不要再告诉我任何人的坏话或那些闲言闲语
我不想听 也不想跟你一起讨论
因为我曾经什么都没讲
却被人误会了
但他告诉我只要我问心无愧就行了
请你们有嘴巴讲就承认吧
但我听了也不会到处告诉别人
因为我真的怕了
一次就怕了




我们很努力的活着
他很努力的做工
从早上到晚上 一直到9点10点才回到家  才能吃他的晚餐
他没有爱钱
如果不需要用钱的话 谁愿意如此辛苦
家里剩他妈妈在赚钱 妹妹弟弟还小 弟弟还要读书
所以他决定先做工 
我觉得这样很伟大
但也可能因此忽略了一些人
最不愿意的人是他


爱他的人我也会爱你们


危言耸听
清者自清


我希望已有误会时能赶快解决
从别人口中听的 总是不真实的
没有人想选择变坏人
别因为加盐加醋而误会了别人
如果是我多疑了我也说声对不起




加油 冠羽 <3







Saturday, March 10, 2012

很久没有来这里了
很多很多事情发生
觉得自己越来越不像以前的自己

超怕要跟人沟通
可能习惯了一些环境

看到周围很多人的假笑
面具一大堆
觉得真的做不回自己

有想过为什么不变的跟他们一样
反正他们没被踩穿
因为每个人都这样
做到一半真的做不出
我的脸不会说谎

真心朋友到底有几个??
我想有一大堆的好朋友在身边
可是我不散于表达
懂我的人懂我
不懂我的会不喜欢我

很烦很烦
真的很烦
我很奇怪明明是朋友
可是只要没见面的时间一长
我整个人就会很尴尬

我才不是那种慢热的人
为什么我变成这样

yerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i want myself back!ccb