I cried..

Yes...i cried..

but this time...not because of stress..

not because of my exam...

not about love..

I cried because i found that there are a lots of people that are fully supporting me...

My mum..

All my buddies..

and also sum1 that mayb i not really know well about them.

But they did it..

Thanks..

nothing to say..

but i promise i will try my best to get it...

but i cnt confirm that i will be the best 1..

but being one of the finalist..

im proud of myself d...

WO AI NI MEN!!!!!

从0到1。。

我走到了这里

从初赛到半决赛

到现在的总决赛

我真的做到了

不管最后的冠军是不是我

我真的真的为自己骄傲

很怕人群的我

现在有了进步

我想以后的我绝对不会后悔

起码我曾经努力过勇敢过

现在一切又要从零开始

开始练习才艺

自我介绍的所有东西

真得要好好分配时间了

妈妈你女儿还不错吧？？

虽然这不算什么大成就

起码你的女儿有勇气吧？？？

妈妈弟弟姐姐我爱你们！！！

大家记得支持我哦！！

不敢相信我这种人也会去参加比赛吧？？

妈妈都说我这个人

胆子小。。爱哭。。又没什么自信

可是我还是去了

很紧张可是我还是上了

很开心拿了九分可是压力就来了

人家会问我你到底表演了什么才艺可以拿到最高分？？

“我没有表演耶。。应该是讲话和吃冰吧。。”

=.=.......

没有人相信我

有些人觉得我在骗

可是我真的什么都没有表演

其实我这个人没什么才艺的

JEREMY和我

很开心他也进了

其实他成功时

我竟然开心得比自己成功入围还开心

M29。。F29

IRENE。。

我的好朋友

不管怎样都是支持你的啦

拍拍拍。。。

在又一村吃饭时拍的

那边的食物蛮好吃的

尤其是JEREMY的饭

真得好好吃哦

但是就是太多人了

有点点挤

this is me and my baby Jeremy again..

hahaha..eating at Wangsa Maju..

they cal this "ZHu Cha"

hua..it is easier to write in English..

hard to find all the "pin yin"

(but i love 华语 ya!!)

is having a great day with you all...

really..

i feel happy when u guys are around me...

we can talk what we want to talk...

scold what we feel to scold..

gossip-ing in Jayson's car...

Here..

to talk about my competition..

so now im the top 12..

my partner is a 14 years old cute little boy...

i think u guys will say: "huh??Mia u are old larr".

ya..exactly..i feel myself so old when i stand beside him..

even my youngest bro is 16 this year..

i feel myself like a mum...

anyway..he is a talented boy..

love to sing..

feel shy when talking with girls.

but anyway..

i belive that we can do it ya..

MELAKA BOy and PENANG GIRL!!

jia you...

16th March,Saturday..

Is my cousin's big big day..

ooopsss..not me ya..

they are so sweet..

make me feel want to marry with someone too..

hahaha..gila d me..

anyway..Bless them..

and also for their baby!!!

yeah!!!

haha..this is my cousin's wife..

not the 1 that marry ya...

is VLI's wife..

hahaha...

v both love self-captured..

SS...

anyway...

i think my sis's wedding is coming soon..

hahaha...

bless them too lar..

but dnt have kid before marry ya..

mum will chop u into pieces wan!!!

and i dowan to b aunty so early!!

hahahaha

so..

is waiting for my turn..

although im just 18

I LOVE YOU!!

IM HERE AGAIN..

BLOGGING

AND ALSO

UPLOADING MY PHOTO....

Again...forget to set alarm..

and ya..ponteng tutorial again..

as i woke up at 1pm...

OMG..

but im still free to take picture of mine..LOL..

TAKE 1

TAKE 2

TAKE 3

TAKE 4.....PEACE

OH ya..why m i wearing formal at home??

haha...

beacause i will go for a photo shooting at 6pm..

is for OO committe of 2010..

hurray!!

finally..i become one of the committee

feel great to work with you all..really!!!

i am a finalist last year..

and this year i m a Ass.PR director..

anyway..hope i can try my best and give my heart and soul for this event!!!

I say OO u say NIGHT!!

OO! NIGHT!!

having my breakfast now!!

tatatatata

ERM..

Meet someone special recently..

it is been a long time never meet someone like him

and the feeling come again..

it is been a long time never feel like that..

but anyway..

rational over feeling..

SO..

HAHA.....

有一个人告诉我。。

他喜欢看我写些快乐的事而不是伤心或生气的事

我想一想。也蛮对的

每个人有每个人不同的想法

不管我怎么说他怎么讲

我们都认为自己是对的

昨天晚上我告诉自己

生气一晚也就够了

结果我一大早整个人真的轻松多了

原来一直把这些烦人的事背上身只是让自己更不开心

我昨天在想这个只是我生命中发生的一件像绿豆那么一般的小事

我经历了那么多

这个又算什么呢？？

我想心只要放下我会得到更多

结果今天真的发生了一件很幸运的事。。哈哈哈

可是我想说的事

事情都过了那么久

我早就释怀了

我也根本忘记了也不想再提起

或许你认为我是那种以为自己很漂亮骄傲的人

但是我告诉你我不是

我一直没恨过你而是他

好啦好啦

不要讲这个了哈哈以后我答应自己不管你怎样惹我我都不出声。。

哈哈昨晚那么生气

我今天到学校很多人都说我脸色苍白

最近血真的不够

还假厉害去学人捐血

我现在都要脱水了

今天好好睡个一觉

明天是新的一天！！！！

aza aza fighting!!!

haha..anyway..thanks for you guys who are supporting me all the time..

really..

appreciate it a lot...

u guys are always my love 1..

and ya..

if u guys have problem just tel me..

hope can help u all as much as i can..

and today have a really nice talk with baby dear li ean..

she listen to my story patiently..

and we both scold the guy together..haha..thanks ya darling..

4 accompanying me and listen my rubbish thing...

muackz!!!

hey!you!!

yes!is you!!

Can you please just get out from my life??

you are just a rubbish for me since u dump me bacause of a.nother girl..

i accept it and i'm not begging you to love me again..

because i had no feeling to you since the day u dump me..

i feel so disappointed of you...

the bond of two years relationship is so weak..

but nevermind...i still accept it..

and now..1 and a half year passed...

i change myself...to be more confiedent and mature..

and i had totally forget about you..?i

but now you are just using me as a toy to tam your girlfriend...

by adding and deleting me in FB...

and say some hurtful word to me...

is that can make you both happy?

is the answer is yes please just continue..

because i had no feeling about it at all..

you are the 1 that SS sendiri think that people cannot live without you??

omg.....

and i'm lazy and tired of keep explaining and explaining and explaining to ur gf...

i'm not going to explain anymore..

this is your business not mine..

i have my own new life now..

please dnt mess up my life..

and ya..

i dnt like you anymore..

please dnt SS urself d..

thanks...

Yeah!!

pass!!pass!!pass!!

and i'm satisfied with my result...

is not so good..

but it is ok for me since i din attend any lecture last semo

so..i'm gonna find something special as my celebration..

hahahah..still in progress..

so..wait larr

sleep 1st..goodnight!!!

So..how is my result tomorrow?

heaven know???!!

stress-ing..

feel worried..

shiver-ing..

and also

stomachache-ing..

OMG...i hope the next post of mine would be a happy post..

hope so..please God bless me..

feel guilty...

because i always pray when only I need God's help..

how shame Mia is...

i dowan to lost my scholarship so much as it is the reason why my mum let me to study at TARC but not Matrikulasi...(i think lots of us hate it)

please..

just let me pass...just pass

what i need now is just a pass..

i'm not going to request for 3.5++ or what..

please..i beg you and beg myself!!!please be more hardworking and attend lecture for next time!!!!!but i''m going to skip for tomorrow lecture again..T.T..isssshhhh

Daddy please bless me ya..T.T..

goodnight all!!!

真的真的超级不爽的

我这个人就是这样

能忍我一定忍

忍无可忍我还忍

可是这个人我实在不能忍

自命清高的家伙

我最讨厌了

如果他有本钱的话就算了

没有的话不要在我面前自以为是

时常搞什么情绪

当大家都高高兴兴时就摆那个臭脸

人家约你又时常拒绝人

请你知道

人家约你是礼貌

不要得了便宜还卖乖

没有人是不能没有你的

现在我看到他的脸都不想约他了

你想想看

你有问题时是谁帮你？

你身体不舒服时谁带你看医生？

跟女朋友分手时是谁陪你？

是谁才是你的朋友？

之前你还不会这样

现在呢？？？

我真的很反胃

我一想到那个脸

我就生气

我真的很讨厌这种自命清高的人！！！！！

你以为你自己很帅

我们只是要你开心

你知道吗？千万不要想太多

我实在是恼羞成怒

因为人在变

有人却傻傻的守护着友谊

还有

我不是你们的凯子

我的钱不是让你们这样花的

如果是真心朋友我花得无悔

如果是你一块钱我都想讨回

对不起

这样说人很不对

可是如果你改

我还是很爱你这个朋友

iS 01:16AM NOW....

ya..is morning...

still not yet in sleeping mode..

with my laptop..PPS..and also my beloved FACEBOOK..

not going to sleep early tonite as my class start at 1:00pm tomorrow..

so i might be sleep until 12pm.. :)

happy... :)

as usual i will ponteng my lecture..

seem like i didn't attend any lecture since my 3rd sem start..

because the way of teaching by lecturer or "lecture" is not suitable for me at all..

i just cannot sit there like a well-behaved kid and listen what lecturer taught..

it is a torment for me larrrrrr.........

feel lonely in a sudden..

issshhh...

so emotional..

anyway...

better to sleep now..

p/s: oh ya..i had my new hair cut..shorter..but still the same..haha..but i feel comfortable with it..

LOVELY....

Just come back from Encore finalist shooting...

and ya of course i'm not the finalist since i have nothing or any talent to show... :)

hee..i'm committee..PR department..

just finished my hair cut..i think nothing change much..just cut my fringe and some of my damage hair...Badly injured de hair..T.T..because i keep dying my hair..perming and swimming...

and no result although i did twice hair treatment a week..confirm died d my hair..so i decide to cut it...and finally..all look same..except from curl to straight..my hair is straight now..they said i look like Egypt Queen..Wow..it is not an compliment for me guys..and some say it is nice..and for me..absolutely strange.."who is this little kampung girl huh?"..i asked myself when i stand infront of the mirror..i gonna take a bath and make it curl again..i swear!!!but i am just wondering should i straighten my hair???please guys..give me some opinion...T.T...

take a picture after back from Saloon...

haiz..

haha...

have to continue my ONE PIECE now d...

p/s: some of my friend told me that Luffi's bro is dead...OMG..how sad..I love him so much...

and ya LUffi is just one of the character in ONE PIECE..dnt so panic..lulalalala