Says..

Today is my big day..

my birthday!!!woohooooooo

have a nice birthday!!!

Mia....

我只是用我自己的方式生活
不要把问题推给我
我也不会自己找麻烦
我可以不用交代

为什么明明做错的不是我却要我一直为那些是伤心操心

每一晚都要让同样的问题在我脑里跑来跑去

我可以过得很开心很快乐

我可以什么都不管

我可以大玩特玩不管后果

可是我就是做不到

我会去想很多多到我我的脑也装不下又不能发泄出来

我不喜欢得不到我想要的东西

我不喜欢和人分享原本属于我的东西

我可以变得很坏把我想要的抢过来

我可以很残忍完全不理别人的感受

可是现在的我做不到

你伤心过就会明白别人伤心时候的心情

你会变得不忍心

现在的我很没用

想要夺走别人的东西时说对不起的人是我

属于我的被夺走时说对不起的也是我

拿走我的东西后还会像小孩子一样拿着得到的糖果跟我炫耀

我却在安慰我的敌人

我到底在做什么？？

如果自己不爱自己谁来爱我？？？

学业，友情，爱情搞得一塌糊涂

因为长大后却丢了小时候的自己

以前我敢做敢当

喜欢我就说喜欢

不喜欢我就说不喜欢

我不会为了某某某改变自己

我不会举棋不定

我要做的事我要的东西我一定会做到得到

我得到一样后我就不会三心二意

现在我却怕失去所以什么都要

我怕我失去一个就什么都没有了

我变到很没骨气

我不会去求任何人除了我真心爱的人

现在我为了得到所有为了不让别人得到我可以放下自尊去

竟然还要妈妈打电话给我的朋友问“恩慧在那边又被人欺负吗？”

我听到有多心痛

我为什么要她担心我

为什么不要好好爱自己

我都几岁了我应该懂得保护自己

她那么放心让我到致力读书

我却不能让她好好放心

我只知道现在的我很不爱自己

我一直让自己伤心委屈

有时人会被环境所逼

他们必须武装自己才能避免伤害

went Tian Hou Gong for our Sbs nite blessing trip after come back from the church

im a christian so i just stay aside and look at them...hahahahaha

This is what we call Kuan Yin right???

spend almost 45 mins there as we are rushing to another destination...

keep taking picture there...

nice environment...

Having Bat Kut Teh as our lunch at 12pm at Klang...

we has been told that Klang is a place where famous with their Bat Kut Teh

Honestly the Dry Bat Kut Teh is quite nice..But the other is just so so...

I prefer the 1 at JalaN Ipoh...too choosy..

But anyway...it is nice to have lunch with a bunch of people...

Me and Yoon soon...

we look nice still before the cycling section start...

and we turn like a ghost after that..

everyone look tired and exhausted...

We stopped at a pondok where located just 1km from the starting point...

and we decided to go back and take a bus ride...

Useless us...

i cannot even cycle far than Geno Tan...shameful..

Self-capturing before return to the starting point...

sweating for the whole journey...

and spend lots of money on drinks...

2 100plus and 2 bottles of mineral water..just for 1km ride..wahahahahahaha

the thing that make me regret is that im not able to see the animals lar...

i saw the peacock is just in front of me...

But im not able to reach there...almost die there d

Pity peacock..So beautiful..

and little horses...fishessssssss

Will upload more pictures..after the photographer upload it...

Have a nice day..

And Mum and Bro i miss u so so muchhhh

a year passed..

time flies without knowing..

again..

another year for sbs nite..

I admit that our committee did a bad bad event last year...obviously..refer to the refreshment and the performance part..but we are trying our best to change a whole new style of working..

So this year..

the event will be much more interesting than last year..

and not to forget the refreshment part...our refreshment department promise that will serve the participants nice food and the problem of lack of food like last year will never happen in this year..

And more and more and more..

Live Band...

Performances..

Dance floor...

Prom King and Queen...

and our college is the second institute in Malaysia who using UV neon light in the prom night...

So..everyone come and purchase the ticket at our PnP booth this week...

Come!!!!

been busy for this whole week for assignments,coursework and also sbs night..

everyone put their effort for this event....

Me and Lele the assistant of PnP booth...

wan to how nice is our booth??

wait...will show u guys later...

the guy with a spec...

is our even Program Master..

equal to our dai lou..

he is under pressure in this month...

hahahahahaha

yeah..So this is our booth...

look nicer in real of course..

and ignore us..

try to make the booth nicer but fail...

p/s: Im finalist coordinator for this event...

not an easy job for me..

but will try my best to make this event success!!!!

another school day for me...

wake up early in the morning..and went for Financial Management lecture...

I used to attend lecture now....weird me...

but finally...

i had done my FAF and BEC coursework..

not that hard thou...

thanks for frens that help me alots in my studies...thanks Sebastian and Wee Chien...

Self capture in class..before the tutor start his "speech"

Mr. Soo Kee Heng...a quite funny person...

used to talk funny things but not brainless story larrrrr

kena reject by our college when he was young...

but now he become our college's lecture...So amazing....!!

Me and Jia chian...

Miaw kim's camera not in good condition today..without reason..

blur all..

and say yeah..

i found that my hair is growing longer after i had my haircut last 2 weeks...

and my damage hair gone..i mean half of them..

this is miaw miaw..

a cute and funny girl...but yet a smart girl...

again me and jia chian..

and this time..v look too white in this picture..

miaw kim ar your camera..what's wrong with him??!!!

And ya..i call my mum just now..

expected that she will scold me like hell...

however..

she did not do so.....she ask me to study harder and pay attention on my studies

My mum change alots after i study here....

totally a different person...

i knw you love me always..

promise you i will try harder this sem...i can do it..

okie??????

It's so grateful that there's a lot of frenz support me directly and indirectly.It is hard for me to list all of u guys name here one by one...cuz there is too many of you that warm my heart when im facing problems and challenges... It's also becuz of u all my life can be such colourful,ur's bright my life up.^^

And the most and important 1..

MUmmy...

i love you..:)

For him..

please respect me and her..

feel so shameful about what you did to me us..

totally not a responsible guy with mature thinking..

lie cant cover everything....

整个人很pekcek啊~~~~

im not your babysitter and have to take care of you all the time..

we have different job scope...

you have to settle your part by urself...

if you need my help i can help...

but not spoon feed okie?!!!

you prepare nothing and hoping me will appear like a superwoman and help you to complete your stuffs?!

we are not child..

once you promise people...you have to do it...

please be responsible...

I have exam tomorrow...

dnt think that i will help u to settle it...

fan ar..!!

Shooting for SBS night 2010..

is fun as usual..

but not so comfortable with thick make up as my eyes is under infection recently...

but really had fun with u guys...

the last year for me to organize this event...

so every1!!try our best to make this event a BOOM!!!!!!!!

And remember...

I love all of you...

:)

and ya...

finally i decide...

i delete what i suppose to delete earlier...and i feel much more better now....

luckily...i have u guys that stay beside me whenever i face any problem or challenges...

Give me call than warm my heart....

Girls..thanks...feel so lucky by knowing u girls...

Tiffany Jia Chian Miaw Kim

Love you girls so so much lar...

and ya..find a day..

v go sing k and gossiping for the whole day ya...