We try to find something to do in class..

but end up nothing can we do..

the tutor ask us to sit behind and enjoy ourself..

(we went for class replacement.)

Every1 look exhausted because exam is coming soon!!!

24th November 2010

Wednesday...Skip my FM tutorial and went to Times Square with Miaw Kim

Need to buy my prom's dress...

make me head-ache...

A girl passby and ask me to be her make up model when i was hanging around in the mall

Naked face is easier for her to apply make up i think...

2 different make up..

1 is simple daily make up

and 1 is for dinner make up

and the result is like this..

damn thick wehhhhh

it is 10 times more thicker if u see me in real..

my eyes so bigggg...the 1st time i admit

Kinda like it..heeeee

and ya i get myself a white long dress with LACE..

Love it

I think is time for me to update my blog..

tomorrow?maybe..

Perhaps..

tones of assignments and tests are hunting me......

Need to manage my time properly..start to do revision tomorrow..

Library...Im coming

Ok..so now is the 2nd celebration

Never think that my classmates will celebrate with me..

because i used to be M.I.A after lecture and tutorial classes..

we went Downtown at Seri Rampai after BEC tutorial...

And ya..this is the cake!!Love it so much...

Chocolate Walnut..LOVE~~~

He act like he is the birthday boy...

try to cover my face with sum cream by myself..

or else i will look like this..

Kesian u lar Suren...

the another birthday boy..

Should go and try this Curry Mee...

CHeap and nice...

Better than any Curry Mee in Penang...the 1st time i say so..

Group 1

Group 2

Group 3

and where is the couple????

Kah Yan and Soon Jiet???heeeeee

End of my celebration....

with a group picture with my girlssss

so sweet lar u guys...

Muackzzzz!!!

Be patient...

this will be a a long long post....

My eyes is going to close but i decide to done this before i sleep...

Gonna start with the 1st celebration

Quite funny when i recall back what was happened on that day...

a day before my birthday..Maybe they know that im too smart or what and finally they decided not to give me any suprise because they bet me will know it no matter how great they cover

One ask me go eat "老鼠粉"

and the other 1 ask me for PiZza..

and the last1 ask me to go somewhere else that i dnt knw..

and finally i went pavillion with 3 gangs without any preparation as i just woke up from sleep

We reach there separetely...

with 3 different ways..(walau eh..memang X prepare)

desmond the driver and what we call him as program designer and the left 1 named kum kum as the program coordinator..

why i have to take the birthday cake myself???can you hide at sumwhere so that i will say"OMG"when i saw it....(Desmond Kan)

*mumbling mumbling*

The gang that celebrate with me...

start from left

Desmond kan,Jih Chien,Tarzan Sen,Qing Le,Renee(Kum Kum),Small little pinky,Yoon Soon,and the 1 that stand far far behind is Mun kent..

p/s:one gang leave earlier.heartless lorrr

eating eating eating...

havent take our dinner we eat like wolf...

*delicious*

Get a kiss from him my daddy..

not a good present for me...but acceptable

My new Mum...

the three poser...

1 act cute..

the 2nd 1 dnt knw where he look at..

the third 1 too hial..

The gang that leave earlier!!

@#$%$@

My dear Qing Le and the cute mun kent..

he talked alots about his dad that night...

make me laugh like hell

After enjoying our dinner...

we take picture around there..

the mall is decorated nicely

Christmas is Coming Soon...!!!!

Reach Josh's house after taking pictures there

waiting the coming of 12am

My birthday of course

while i was online-ing in the room..

and suddenly the light off..

and what appear in front of my eyes is this

i thought that i saw KLCC

i was shocked...feel wan to run away..怕火啊!!

trembling like a leave when i saw this fire cake...

Clap clap clap...

sing song...

my eyes was like this..

@.@........wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

program designer is holding the cake...scare mou you???

Okok..i was shocked this time even im smart...but i cnt believe that you guys prepare 4 me such a nice fire show....Ehem..Tarzan..u look..speechless..

Im not kidding..my mouth open like this once i saw the cake....

thanks ya guys...

the cake is nice..

the little fireworks is nice...

and u guys are too nice for me...

Really...

The 2nd celebration is coming soon..

Too tired d..

"hugging my bear and pillow*

Night!!!

Will upload more and more photos in the next post..

all about my sweet 19th birthday celebration

a good and memorable birthday for me...

But was hoping that family is beside me......

You guys brighten up my birthday..

thanksssss

Love Mia

Says..

Today is my big day..

my birthday!!!woohooooooo

have a nice birthday!!!

Mia....

我只是用我自己的方式生活
不要把问题推给我
我也不会自己找麻烦
我可以不用交代

为什么明明做错的不是我却要我一直为那些是伤心操心

每一晚都要让同样的问题在我脑里跑来跑去

我可以过得很开心很快乐

我可以什么都不管

我可以大玩特玩不管后果

可是我就是做不到

我会去想很多多到我我的脑也装不下又不能发泄出来

我不喜欢得不到我想要的东西

我不喜欢和人分享原本属于我的东西

我可以变得很坏把我想要的抢过来

我可以很残忍完全不理别人的感受

可是现在的我做不到

你伤心过就会明白别人伤心时候的心情

你会变得不忍心

现在的我很没用

想要夺走别人的东西时说对不起的人是我

属于我的被夺走时说对不起的也是我

拿走我的东西后还会像小孩子一样拿着得到的糖果跟我炫耀

我却在安慰我的敌人

我到底在做什么？？

如果自己不爱自己谁来爱我？？？

学业，友情，爱情搞得一塌糊涂

因为长大后却丢了小时候的自己

以前我敢做敢当

喜欢我就说喜欢

不喜欢我就说不喜欢

我不会为了某某某改变自己

我不会举棋不定

我要做的事我要的东西我一定会做到得到

我得到一样后我就不会三心二意

现在我却怕失去所以什么都要

我怕我失去一个就什么都没有了

我变到很没骨气

我不会去求任何人除了我真心爱的人

现在我为了得到所有为了不让别人得到我可以放下自尊去

竟然还要妈妈打电话给我的朋友问“恩慧在那边又被人欺负吗？”

我听到有多心痛

我为什么要她担心我

为什么不要好好爱自己

我都几岁了我应该懂得保护自己

她那么放心让我到致力读书

我却不能让她好好放心

我只知道现在的我很不爱自己

我一直让自己伤心委屈

有时人会被环境所逼

他们必须武装自己才能避免伤害

went Tian Hou Gong for our Sbs nite blessing trip after come back from the church

im a christian so i just stay aside and look at them...hahahahaha

This is what we call Kuan Yin right???

spend almost 45 mins there as we are rushing to another destination...

keep taking picture there...

nice environment...

Having Bat Kut Teh as our lunch at 12pm at Klang...

we has been told that Klang is a place where famous with their Bat Kut Teh

Honestly the Dry Bat Kut Teh is quite nice..But the other is just so so...

I prefer the 1 at JalaN Ipoh...too choosy..

But anyway...it is nice to have lunch with a bunch of people...

Me and Yoon soon...

we look nice still before the cycling section start...

and we turn like a ghost after that..

everyone look tired and exhausted...

We stopped at a pondok where located just 1km from the starting point...

and we decided to go back and take a bus ride...

Useless us...

i cannot even cycle far than Geno Tan...shameful..

Self-capturing before return to the starting point...

sweating for the whole journey...

and spend lots of money on drinks...

2 100plus and 2 bottles of mineral water..just for 1km ride..wahahahahahaha

the thing that make me regret is that im not able to see the animals lar...

i saw the peacock is just in front of me...

But im not able to reach there...almost die there d

Pity peacock..So beautiful..

and little horses...fishessssssss

Will upload more pictures..after the photographer upload it...

Have a nice day..

And Mum and Bro i miss u so so muchhhh

a year passed..

time flies without knowing..

again..

another year for sbs nite..

I admit that our committee did a bad bad event last year...obviously..refer to the refreshment and the performance part..but we are trying our best to change a whole new style of working..

So this year..

the event will be much more interesting than last year..

and not to forget the refreshment part...our refreshment department promise that will serve the participants nice food and the problem of lack of food like last year will never happen in this year..

And more and more and more..

Live Band...

Performances..

Dance floor...

Prom King and Queen...

and our college is the second institute in Malaysia who using UV neon light in the prom night...

So..everyone come and purchase the ticket at our PnP booth this week...

Come!!!!

been busy for this whole week for assignments,coursework and also sbs night..

everyone put their effort for this event....

Me and Lele the assistant of PnP booth...

wan to how nice is our booth??

wait...will show u guys later...

the guy with a spec...

is our even Program Master..

equal to our dai lou..

he is under pressure in this month...

hahahahahaha

yeah..So this is our booth...

look nicer in real of course..

and ignore us..

try to make the booth nicer but fail...

p/s: Im finalist coordinator for this event...

not an easy job for me..

but will try my best to make this event success!!!!

another school day for me...

wake up early in the morning..and went for Financial Management lecture...

I used to attend lecture now....weird me...

but finally...

i had done my FAF and BEC coursework..

not that hard thou...

thanks for frens that help me alots in my studies...thanks Sebastian and Wee Chien...

Self capture in class..before the tutor start his "speech"

Mr. Soo Kee Heng...a quite funny person...

used to talk funny things but not brainless story larrrrr

kena reject by our college when he was young...

but now he become our college's lecture...So amazing....!!

Me and Jia chian...

Miaw kim's camera not in good condition today..without reason..

blur all..

and say yeah..

i found that my hair is growing longer after i had my haircut last 2 weeks...

and my damage hair gone..i mean half of them..

this is miaw miaw..

a cute and funny girl...but yet a smart girl...

again me and jia chian..

and this time..v look too white in this picture..

miaw kim ar your camera..what's wrong with him??!!!

And ya..i call my mum just now..

expected that she will scold me like hell...

however..

she did not do so.....she ask me to study harder and pay attention on my studies

My mum change alots after i study here....

totally a different person...

i knw you love me always..

promise you i will try harder this sem...i can do it..

okie??????

It's so grateful that there's a lot of frenz support me directly and indirectly.It is hard for me to list all of u guys name here one by one...cuz there is too many of you that warm my heart when im facing problems and challenges... It's also becuz of u all my life can be such colourful,ur's bright my life up.^^

And the most and important 1..

MUmmy...

i love you..:)

For him..

please respect me and her..

feel so shameful about what you did to me us..

totally not a responsible guy with mature thinking..

lie cant cover everything....

整个人很pekcek啊~~~~

im not your babysitter and have to take care of you all the time..

we have different job scope...

you have to settle your part by urself...

if you need my help i can help...

but not spoon feed okie?!!!

you prepare nothing and hoping me will appear like a superwoman and help you to complete your stuffs?!

we are not child..

once you promise people...you have to do it...

please be responsible...

I have exam tomorrow...

dnt think that i will help u to settle it...

fan ar..!!

Shooting for SBS night 2010..

is fun as usual..

but not so comfortable with thick make up as my eyes is under infection recently...

but really had fun with u guys...

the last year for me to organize this event...

so every1!!try our best to make this event a BOOM!!!!!!!!

And remember...

I love all of you...

:)

and ya...

finally i decide...

i delete what i suppose to delete earlier...and i feel much more better now....

luckily...i have u guys that stay beside me whenever i face any problem or challenges...

Give me call than warm my heart....

Girls..thanks...feel so lucky by knowing u girls...

Tiffany Jia Chian Miaw Kim

Love you girls so so much lar...

and ya..find a day..

v go sing k and gossiping for the whole day ya...

1.“梦里出现的人，醒来时就该去见他，生活就是那么简单。”

2.在爱情没开始以前，你永远想象不出会那样地爱一个人； 在爱情没结束以前，你永远想象不出那样的爱也会消失； 在爱情被忘却以前，你永远想象不出那样刻骨铭心的爱也会只留淡淡痕迹； 在爱情重新开始以前，你永远想象不出还能再一次找到那样的爱情。

3.雨就这么一直下着，我就这么一直望着。雨就这么一直下着，我就这么一直数着。等到天晴的时候，我一定要——到山上走走，到海边玩玩，到花园看花，到果园摘果，去看看朋友，逛逛市集，晒晒棉被，也晒晒自己……我一定要。——不要问我为什么，就是喜欢！

4.和朋友说＂再见＂就怕好久不见；和亲人说＂再见＂就怕下辈子见；和讨厌的人说＂再见＂就怕抬头不见低头见；和恋人说＂再见＂就怕再见------

5.我要留下昨晚做的梦， 把它保存在冰箱里。 很久很久以后的一天， 当我变成一个白发老翁， 便要取出我冻结的美梦， 把它融化，把它烧开， 然后我就慢慢坐下， 用它来浸泡我的一双苍老冰冷的脚。

6.有一天，我带了望远镜启程。一路上，我用眼睛就能看清前方。某一天，我回过头，却发现起点已经不见。我开始拿起望远镜拼命的眺望。——其实，想看清未来，并不需要望远镜，我带了望远镜，是为了回望路途的艰辛。只有回味了来时的“艰辛”，才能懂得珍惜现在“位置”。

7.世上最心痛的距离，不是我拒绝了你，而是明明喜欢在你的怀里，却让你觉得我不愿意和你在一起；世上最心痛的距离，不是让你觉得我不愿意和你在一起，而是离开你以后我痛苦万分，追悔不已；世上最心痛的距离，不是我痛苦万分追悔不已，而是即使追悔痛惜，也没有回头说，我其实很爱你；世上最心痛的距离，不是我不能说我爱你，而是当我想放下自尊表白时，你已冷漠的说，往事已矣；世上最心痛的距离，不是你冷漠的说你已不在意，而是你放手了，我却永远活在遗憾里，不能忘记；世上最心痛的距离，不是我活在遗憾里，不能忘记，而是你始终不懂我的悲哀，不明白我内心的孤寂；世上最心痛的距离，不是你不懂我的悲哀，不明白我的孤寂，而是我即使痛彻心脾，却不能放声哭泣了！

8.来我怀里，或者让我住进你的心里。 默默相爱，寂静欢喜。

9.地球是圆的，有些看上去是终点的地方，也许只是起点。

10.那一年，我花二十五块钱给单车安了个后座。于是，我有了女朋友。我载着她去了很多地方，许下了很多不着边际的誓言。我以为，这就是浪漫。后来，我拆了后座，载她去了更多的地方。风轻轻扬起她的长发，轻轻吹走了我的誓言...并不是每个女孩都喜欢浪漫，她们喜欢的，是你的幼稚.

11.“看一个人的心术，要看他的眼神。看一个人的身价，要看他的对手。看一个人的底牌，要看他身边的好友。看一个人是否快乐，要看他清晨梦醒时的表情。看一个人的胸襟，要看他如何面对失败以及被人出卖。”

12.有一天，我看到一个人站在山顶，不知道高处的那个人看到了什么，我很好奇，我相信他下来以后会给我描述他看到的一切：风的味道、云的质感、还有远方的霞光……可是我还是想自己爬上山顶，因为有些事必须自己去体会，就像有些人必须自己去了解一样。

13.【有味·语录】世界上最远的距离， 是我站在你的面前 ，你却不知道我爱你 。世界上最远的距离 ，是想你痛彻心脾 ，却只能深埋心底。世界上最远的距离 ，是尚未相遇 ，便注定无法相聚。世界上最远的距离 ，是鱼与飞鸟的距离 ，一个在天 ，一个却深潜海底。——原来，海鸟跟鱼相爱，永远只是一场意外。

14.有些人的生命没有风景，是因为他只在别人造好的，最方便的水管里流过来流过去。你不要理那些水管，你要真的流经一个又一个风景，你才会是一条河。

15.“喜欢自己，因为你是今生的唯一；善待自己，你将获得对自己的认同和理解；只有爱自己才能更好的给予他人，让别人喜欢自己！”

16.“联系我们的不是爱而是恐惧，也许正是因为这个原因，我才如此爱你。”

17.尽管人群拥挤，每个人都是沉默的，孤独的。对世界和对自己的评价不能正确地交错吻合。我们不是生活在被毁坏的世界，而是生活在错乱的世界。我们就像被遗弃的孩子，迷失在森林里。当你站在我面前，看着我时，你知道我心里的悲伤吗，你知道你自己心里的悲伤吗？

18.“人与人的关系很谑画：有的人与人相见恨晚，有的人与人相见恨早，有的人与人根本不该相见，有的该相见却缘悭一面——阴错阳差，怎么也见不着。”

19.生命中有一些人与我们擦肩了，却来不及遇见；遇见了，却来不及相识；相识了，却来不及熟悉；熟悉了，却还是要说再见。——对自己好点，因为一辈子不长；对身边的人好点，因为下辈子不一定能遇见。

20.“真相、真相，你们每个人都希望真相，但真相和谎言一样地肮脏。”

21.前面的路还很远，你可能会哭，但是一定要走下去，一定不能停。

22.陪伴于男女之间的，起先是爱慕之神，然后是欢愉之神，然后是睡神，然后是孤单。

23.“我以为人们在每一期都可以过有趣而且有用的生活。我们应该不虚度一生，应该能够说，‘我已经做了我能做的事’，人们只能要求我们如此，而且只有这样我们才能有一点快乐。”

24.每个人都有自己的幸福，仰望别人的幸福时，别人也在仰望你的幸福。难得糊涂，容易幸福；过于较真，容易烦恼。能终日快乐，就实现了生命最大的价值。

25.“我们，不要去羡慕别人所拥有的幸福。你以为你没有的，可能在来的路上，你以为她拥有的，可能在去的途中……有的人对你好，是因为你对他好。有的人对你好，是因为懂得你的好！”

26.人生最寂寞的事：1、想对着喜欢过的人笑，结果却笑着哭了出来。2、夜晚一个人面对黑暗和寂寞。3、看见穿着情侣装的恋人牵手经过。4、有一堆明明不敢面对，却又不舍得删除或者销毁的照片。5、看见似曾相识的一个背影。6、做梦梦见心爱的人，醒来却只有自己一个人。7、想念对方的时候，对方却不知道。

27.“我们要学会珍惜生活的每一天，因为这每一天的开始，都将是我们余下生命之中的第一天。”

28.“如果你失去了太阳，你还有星光的温暖；如果你失去了爱情，还有朋友的关爱；如果你失去了生命，你将拥有大地的亲吻！”

29.“有的人你看了一辈子，却忽略了一辈子；有的人你看了一眼，却惦念了一生。”

30.时间一天天过去，有时觉得它漫长难熬，有时却又感到那么短促；有时愉快幸福，有时又悲伤惆怅。一天与一天不同，一日和一日有别，仿佛一昼夜之间也有春夏秋冬之分。

31.我最想旅游的地方，我暗恋者的心。

32.不要想如果，生命中不可承受之情，就在于人生没有重来的机会。如果当初如何如何，现在就不会怎样怎样。每一个岔口的选择其实没有真正的好与坏，只要把人生看成是自己独一无二的创作，就不会频频回首。——人生只售单程票，过去的就过去了，更重要的是走好后面的路，收藏好沿途的点滴。

33.传说摩天轮的每个盒子里都装满了幸福。 当我们仰望摩天轮的时候 ， 就是在仰望幸福

34.“小时候，幸福——是件很简单的事；长大后，简单——是件很幸福的事。”

35.我独自坐着；夏季的白昼 在微笑的光辉中逝去； 我看见它逝去，我看着它 从迷漫的山丘和无风的草地上消失。

36.陌生人，我喜欢你 如此静静地站立 在你携带着的 光的强度里。

37.“你问我爱你值不值得，其实你应该知道，爱就是不问值得不值得。”

38.那一瞬间，你终于发现，那曾深爱过的人，早在告别的那天，已消失在这个世界。心中的爱和思念，都只是属于自己

曾经拥有过的纪念。我想，有些事情是可以遗忘的，有些事情是可以纪念的，有些事情能够心甘情愿，有些事情一直无能为力。如果爱你是我的劫难，我却开始向往飞蛾，扑向烈焰。

39.有人把朋友都留给了我,然后就自顾自的消失了.我可以理解成他不想与我有任何关系吗?（不是埋怨是很淡定的在说）

40.遇到你真正爱的人时：要努力争取和他相伴一生的机会。因为当他离去时，一切都来不及了；遇到可相信的朋友时：要好好和他相处下去。因为在人的一生中，可遇到知己真的不易；遇到曾经爱过的人时：记得微笑向他感激，因为他是曾经让你更懂爱的人。

41.上段恋情，全心投入，结果重伤。于是这次恋爱怕受伤，就很保留。这意味着：上次那个伤你的烂人，得到最完整的你，而这次这个发展中的情人，得到个很冷淡的你。我知你是保护自己，但这若是做生意，你这店一定倒的。永不再來的恶客，得到最好服务，而新客上门，却备受冷落，这店怎么不倒？

42.：“我善良，但不及天使；我有原罪，却并非魔鬼。我只是一个在大千世界里寻求真爱的小女子。”

43.最温暖的两个字是什么？1.我在；2.别怕；3.别哭；4.我懂；5.爱你；6.再见；7.等你；8.晚安；9.想你；10……

44.：“那么多年，一个人可以佯装一切，却无法佯装幸福。”

45.我要你知道，在这个世界上总有一个人是等着你的，不管在什么时候，不管在什么地方，反正你知道，总有这么个人。

46.前世的多少次回眸才换来今生的相识，相知直至到相爱、我想是我回的不够多、不够城实、换来了你今生的背叛、离去、（未知信息）

47.其实，你喜欢一个人，就像喜欢富士山。你可以看到它，但是不能搬走它。你有什么方法可以移动一座富士山，回答是：你自己走过去。爱情也如此，逛过就已经足够。

48.不要让那个喜欢你的人，撕心裂肺地为你哭那么一次。因为，你能把他/她伤害到那个样子的机会只有一次。那一次以后，你就从不可或缺的人，变成可有可无的人了。即使他/她还爱你，可是总有一些东西真的改变了。

try to read and understand...

meaningful...

life is actually not that complicated...

just do what u want to by following your heart

i feel much better after reading this...

I cried...

but i will be fine on the next day..

cuz i love myself more than everyone do...

Love Life