Weee Im here again..

I think im fine now

No more worries and complicated thing inside my mind :)

and today decided to spend my lovely noon to clean my messy wardrobe...

实在是太乱了！！！！！！

Still have time to capture photo...walau ehhhhh

I dont care..hahahaha

So now here we go...

see how messy my room is....

*close eyes*

THis is just a part of them

Oh my god..

When only i can settle all this @#$%^#

Im exhausted now...T.T...

In progress

50% done i think..

Messy like hell

So here is sum of them after my hard work...

hahahaha..not going to take all of them

cuz still that messy =.=

And ya this is just my hostel not my own Penang room..anyway..My mum will clean for me

LALALALALALALALALA

Guys prepare urself and enjoy CHinese NEw YEar 2011!!!!

Penang.....

Im coming back soon!!!!!!!!!

Ok im fine at least i have mood to play with my webbie...

so i think im still fine....

(Are you sure??)

I was afraid just now

trembling like a leaf....

struggling inside the aircon room..

You will never understand my feeling unless u try it

But anyway it passed

thanks Nicholas Law who volunteer to send me to college and fetch me back

T.T...tears drop.....

Saw a nice blouse just now...

and my heart is itchy now...

after a short nap i will rush to the shop and buy it!!!

I DNT CARE

For those who care about me im here to tell you guys that im fine..

Nothing can knock me down..

Because i believe myself...

even you..

I can forget

Chilllll

:)

女生要道多瘦才是瘦？

才是美？？

为什么女生要那么辛苦？？

why must girls have to be thin only they can consider as "leng lui"?????

Is there no any "meaty" girls that is pretty?????

We love food..we love soft drinks...we love everything

but we have to say no to them

because we need to fight with fats forever!!

until we die!!

welllll....acceptable..still

ohhh..well

OMG

Guys...

Maybe for now..it is hard for u to get fat even u consumed 7-8 meals a day

eat like elephant...or buffalo maybe

but please remember after u reach about 30++ years old u will get fat even u inhale..

nyenyenyenyenyenye

it is unfair for us...

when u guys get fat..have big tummy..bald head..

but we have no other choice other than keep staying beside you guys

NANANANABUBU

so appreciate what girls do for you!!!!!!

据说没有一个男人能做到

1.你敢不敢在她发脾气骂你滚开时候紧紧的抱住她？

2.你敢不敢为她努力，把自己变的成熟稳重优秀，然后一如既往的爱她？

3.你敢不敢有点儿长性，别得到了就不珍惜，若即若离你才得劲儿？

4.你敢不敢经常抱抱她亲亲她，让她觉得她在你眼里总是可爱，觉得你一直喜欢她需要她？

5.你能不能记住你们的每一个纪念日，记住今天是在一起的第几天？

6.你能不能在她无理取闹胡思乱想的时候，给她足够的安全感，不会对她不耐烦？

7.你能不能时刻都牵着她的手，无论是过马路逛公园，或是在朋友师长面前？

8.你能不能细心的记住她说的话，留意她喜欢的东西，保管她送你的礼物？

9.你能不能不欺骗她，不冷落她，不忽略她？

10.你能不能为她24小时开机，在她做噩梦的晚上有人可以哄她睡觉？

11.你能不能不只把她当花瓶，有心事会对她说，有决定也会找她商量？

12.你能不能不再大手大脚，只为了攒下钱带她去吃好吃的，去想去的地方？

13.你会不会在争吵后主动道歉，哪怕她错，你也不忍心责怪？

14.你会不会打心底认为她是天底下最好的女孩，一旦拥有别无所求？

15.你会不会在她生病时领她去打针，然后看她害怕的憋红的眼睛，紧紧的抓住她的手抱着她？

16.你会不会‘不小心’就记得她爱吃的、她不爱吃的，她对什么过敏她害怕什么虫子？

17.你会不会带她去看新上映的电影，在她手里塞上一个冰激凌，然后她笑你笑，她哭你哄？

你敢在公众面前说“我爱你”吗?

你敢在FB/MSN个人签名档里写“我爱你”吗?

你敢在给所有人看的博客里留下你给她的情书吗?

你会在她哭泣的时候抱着她吗?

你会在谈起你们的未来时信心十足的样子吗?

你会给她写谁也看不懂只有她懂的温柔句子吗?

你会温柔的叫她宝宝吗?

你会在她看到某个东西不舍的眼光时想到偷偷买下它,送给她吗?

你会为了她偷偷的去挣一点钱,只是为了给她买一份礼物吗?

你会坚定的爱她吗?

如果可以，这样就好。。

copy from facebook

a nice note

so ..please remember what is the reason for u to chose him or her to be the 1

love can be long lasting but depends on how we take care of it

if he or she is not the 1

dnt put so much in the relationship

Always remember love yourself the most and dnt hurt by others

GAMBATEH!!!

Had learnt something today

Me myself have to be the 1 that love myself the most because there is no 1 love you if u dnt love yourself first..

Now

stop thinking about negative things

Look forward

dnt care what is in your mind because i ady try my best to beg you..as im not a person that used to do like that..but i do that for you so this is my limit so start from now i wnt do anything..anymore..

Girls love yourself more and more...

You worth for it!!!

You Go Girl!!!!

A boring sunday for me...

Stay up late lastnight...went to sleep arpund 5am

and now...wake up with a sleepy panda face...

i swear i will sleep earlier today..perhaps..

wake up at 1230pm..

and saw this..

My sis bought me the breakfast...she know i love kiddy food..

Means sumthing like hotdog...fries...fish chip..heeeee

Feel touching u know..

Tell u this..i almost cry when i was eating cuz not really feeling well today

and lots thing happen recently..

of course..i din cry in front of her...!!!!!!!

Anyway im not alone..

at least i got u spongebb baby...

love u so much....!!!

need to take a nap..headache..T.T.......

12星座的浪漫 - 【女生版】

12星座的浪漫 - 【女生版】

【白羊座】
白羊女生擅長主動出擊，卻不擅長製造浪漫，這一點有時他們也很懊惱，如果有男生提供浪漫他們倒是樂於接受。

【金牛座】
金牛女生會在你生日的時候幫你做個蛋糕，聖誕節時送你一條圍巾，這樣貼心的舉動大概正好是大部分男生能夠接受的浪漫。

【雙子座】
雙子女生幽默風趣不過卻很實際，比起其他星座的女生來說雙子女生浪漫的功力似乎不夠。

【巨蟹座】
一旦關係固定後巨蟹女生很容易變成相夫教子的黃臉婆，對於你的浪漫他會覺得浪費時間金錢。

【獅子座】
獅子女生總是幻想著王子和公主或麻雀變鳳凰的浪漫故事，你賣力演出她不但會拍手叫好還會友情客串。

【處女座】
她當然也會期待浪漫，不過太多的浪漫會讓他們覺得玩物喪志失去生活的意義，還是賺錢養家卡要緊。

【天秤座】
天秤女生會經營浪漫的愛情生活陪你散步喝咖啡，不過懂得平衡的他們也會注意家裡米缸有沒有米。

【天蝎座】
剛開始要他們主動表現浪漫恐怕有點彆扭，一旦你點燃他們的愛火，那些浪漫恐怕會讓許多男人吃不消。

【射手座】
射手女生相當有個性，就連他的浪漫也都是直來直往太做作的浪漫會讓他們覺得很假而彆扭。

【山羊座】
他們覺得最浪漫的事情就是貼心，剩下的浪漫太過虛幻不切實際，就算出現了他們也不會相信。

【水瓶座】
他們擅長製造「情境式」的浪漫，在看到你聽到你想到你時才會浪漫起來，但是大部分的時間，他都在忙些有的沒的。

【雙魚座】
雙魚女生想要的浪漫你或許無法全部做到，但是她給你的驚喜浪漫，你根本不知道他怎麼辦到的。

Copy from:http://www.fengshuicentral.blogspot.com/

so this is what girl's thinking....hahahhaha

nice blog!!

i love Scorpio!!

Weeeeee....

come back from friend's shooting...

just for fun to try the new camera...

Love the make up so so much...

Cause i got myself a fake oki on my face...

Just hialnessssss....

Have to remove later...

Sam tong...

Ignore the messy background...

Girls are lazy and dirty...

Anyway..Can u find my oki here?????

Gila Oki now....

Ok...

Remove-ing...

Going to sleep soon..

every1 have a nice day!!!!

6 days to go!!

Penang Sarangheyoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

Im in holidayssss mood now....

try to get myself thinner b4 CNY..and of course maintain it after...but i just cnt do it...

I skip my meals today...and im fucking hungry now...

I know this is the not best way for me to reduce my weight..but what can i do other than this??im lazy even for my breakfast..GYM???no way....

What am i doing now???????

Feel great after told what i should tell earlier...

i hate to force myself to do something that i dnt like or dnt wish to...

and i hate people judges me by their own opinion..

if u r not the perfect 1..what is the reason for you to critic about people??

maybe im damn damn sensitive..but what i mention above is not only one person..

im enough with criticismsss

Im not saying that u guys cannot critic me or what..just im happy being myself..without following any1 hopes or wants.....Why i need to live to fulfill other's requirements????

I admit that im panas baran

Im fierce

Im selfish

Im flirty

Im lazy

Im not so 100% good......

But when i was trying to change...please dnt look down my spirit

Im trying really hard that sum of you might dnt knw

But u cannot say that i never try!!

this is the point...

Again..who i mention here is not only a person..is "them"

Ok bla bla bla bla..

keeeep mumbling..

Blog is sumwhere for me to show my happiness but now it becum my 出气筒

Stop it!!!!!!!!

Lastly...

I wan to be perfect but none of us are perfect except God right????

Im trying to be perfect but when i was trying did u improve urself too??

we are here to learn together...to share together..to love together...

I care what you guys talk or say about me..even a single word can touch my heart deeply

So this is why i used to put my anger on "innocent party"....

I think im just a little baby that hard to tam all the time...

now i admit that Im childish.............

Goodnight

Exam passed!!!

a week that full with tension..pressure..stress....

11 days is like 1 year for me...but i manage to do it at the end!!!!!

Start out revision one week before the exam

We are really really hardworking at 1st...

went library til 8pm or 9pm

then days by days..

we become like thissssssssss

we study like.......

ini macam

ini macam.....

ini macam....

ini macam juga.....

then try to confuse and disturb each other...

even i cnt get A..i wnt let u pass..

*devil*

Then the time come...start to do other things...

Mission fail...

Banyak interruption

1st take pictureeee..

多一张在多一张..来来..再来

Do mask sumre...and watch pps...

Walau Ehhhhhhhh

This 1 the best!!!!

Eating+watching Tv+reading+memorizing

You are the most keat 1 here...!!!!

Clap Clap Clap..

i think we no need wait for our result d....

I can tell you by now..heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Hell yeah!!!!

Im back.....

Finally i finished my exam...Oh my god

the toughest time for me for my entire life...kidding

Somthing that really really 100% serious happen on me lately..but im not going to share here..not anything that make me proud or what so i better keep quiet

Erm have a nice night last9

going for a movie with my love 1..

Panaromal Activity2..they say it is sucks but for me quite nice wehhhh

very very scary for me...compare to the 1st 1...

The Love 1 kena scare gao gao too (are u here)????heeeee

Im going home soon..very very soon...

Penang i Miss you..always the happiest time for em after exam...

I miss Penang food so much...

hope to make my blog more interesting for more readers...

but how???im lazy...

continue soon!!!!

Finally i have a talk with him....

and tell him what am i thinking about our relationship

but i think this is not a right time for me....

something happen today that really knock me down

and i decided to meet him and tell him..

i need sum1 to share my sadness with and i think he is the suitable 1

he can be a good listener and fren sumtimes

Everything is complicated but i did try to make it simple

because i have no more spirit for me to fight with what happened

When you lost something and the same time u will gain something

I try to tell him how i feel and he did too

actually no1 is wrong

we do thing and solve thing differently

and this is our main problem...but now i will stop struggling in this situation

Just be myself...

Now...Family is my everything...

maybe im not good in expressing my feeling to my family members but they are the 1 that never leave me when i was in troubles...

Dnt worry...

Will recover soon....

For those who know what is happened

please do care about my feeling..

not that i dowan admit...

but just give me a space to breath

........................

thanks

Secrets and words i want to tell and share

But i cannot feel much from you...

is like im playing this game alone..without you

It is tired but i decided to keep it going

I miss someone that you dnt knw...

I admit that im going to take him if i have to chose between you and him

Im cruel...but you are cruel-er....

Exam Exam exam...

Whack me pleaseeeeeee...

Put everything aside and focus on it...

Dnt let my spirit down...

i can give up everthing to make myself happy..

Cuz im selfish....

Lots of thing stuck in my mind now and causing me cannot really concentrate on my revision

Sometimes i might think that im a bad and complicated girl

i have a bad temper..im not patience enough

I get angry easily even just a small matter

I dnt knw how my life is going on..like everything mess up and im not able to fix it!!!

I need care

I need some1 that patience

I need some1 that willing to put me at 1st

Im just Emo now...

Wellllll