Finally i have a talk with him....

and tell him what am i thinking about our relationship

but i think this is not a right time for me....

something happen today that really knock me down

and i decided to meet him and tell him..

i need sum1 to share my sadness with and i think he is the suitable 1

he can be a good listener and fren sumtimes

Everything is complicated but i did try to make it simple

because i have no more spirit for me to fight with what happened

When you lost something and the same time u will gain something

I try to tell him how i feel and he did too

actually no1 is wrong

we do thing and solve thing differently

and this is our main problem...but now i will stop struggling in this situation

Just be myself...

Now...Family is my everything...

maybe im not good in expressing my feeling to my family members but they are the 1 that never leave me when i was in troubles...

Dnt worry...

Will recover soon....

For those who know what is happened

please do care about my feeling..

not that i dowan admit...

but just give me a space to breath

........................

thanks