At college now

ki sial-ing..

waiting or my next class Basic Taxation

muntah darah gao gao...

hate it..

i planned to finish my tutorial by today..

but end up..nothing..

hahahaha...lazy-ness..

Have to attend meeting at 6pm later..

haiz..

i thought today i will go for a swim with Jayson..but...

i wan to sleep!!!!

I miss my secondary school life so so much....

T.T...

i miss Sports day...Cocu-day...Teacher's day..

the time when we went Sekolah Agama for kawat competiton..and v looked like an indian after burning under the sun for our training...

I miss canteen food even the pihak sekolah din change it at all for almost 5 years...

I miss Cikgu Sharifah that always scold me "nenek" and always cari pasal of mine...

I miss the guys always laugh at us and say we are fat(even now)

I miss Zl Mah..who always scold me kuat kuat when i disturb her

Jie Hui Pang..who always laugh like never laugh b4..

Khor Pei Ying..the tallest girl among we all..

Lim Zhen.the fatty who become slimmer now..

Phoon Kai Yeen..the french fries

Joyce Teoh..the girl who always adjust her spec...

Loke Thian Yew..the most "man"

Alvin Lee..the smartest guy...ok..i admit u r always smarter than me

Rachel Kho 惠军..the 1 who takut me since form 1..but not now...:)

Khor Wey..the most hardworking girl..hope u beat alvin 1 day..support u

Celine Khor Hui..my form 4 and 5 good classmate..only 2 chinese girl

Xiao Hao..the stranger for me..who seldom talk with me in 5 years...

Ng Chu Ping 子彬...the 1 that i seldom talk to him..sorry harrr....

Law Siew Looi..ini budak perempuan yang teach me alots..not only in Bahasa Cina but also XXXXXX....

I miss you all so so much...really...:)

I miss u all so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!

while waiting the youtube (loading)

i decided to visit my blog and also for new post..

Roommate is not around me now..

and also my sister..Miss Chong Tze Hui who went for a trip with her beloved BF Low Lee Lun..

and dump a 18 years old kid alone in the house..

so cruel...

and ya..thats y i have nothing to do now..beside facing the laptop(pps..Facebook..Blogger)

I wish to go too!!!anyway...they went Cameron Highland..

going to post some photos about OO shooting on this Wednesday

Quite fun..with the wig and also red lips...HOT**

Me and tarzan..

and he look exactly like "Zhu Ge Liang"

as he wear the black wig and also his make up..

keep laughing....

Picture 1

Picture 2

From the left..

Emily..

Mia

Tarzan..

in black,coklat,and blonde hair..

and im not wearing a wig okie？？

my hair...for realll...

Miss Penang so so much...

Love you all

just come back from shooting..

for OO 1..

so so so tired..

didn't take my breakfast..until now...6:30pm..

I need a full massage so so much..

T.T..

9am class tomorrow...

cham d@@$@#$%^

我想让你听听下雨的声音，因为那是一种思念的声音

一个平凡的故事，一段纯粹的爱情，一股浓浓的亲情，一个伟大的梦想，这些简单而平凡，不用听，不用说，不用翻译，只需一颗真心就能感受。这是台湾电影《听说》带给人的感触。整部电影里，没有喧哗，没有太多的人物对白，几乎没有什么背景音乐，有的只是宁静，70%的语言都是借由手语来表现。但是，它却像一股清泉缓缓地流过我们每个人的心田，触动内心深处最柔软的那根琴弦，就像那一支淡淡的兰花沁人心脾，洗净我们心里的污浊。没有国际巨星，没有哗众取宠，没有老谋子和小沈阳的媚俗。带给我们的是静谧，是沉思，是心灵的感动。 简单而纯粹的爱情 黄天阔和秧秧之间是一种很纯粹的爱情。开始两人都误以为对方是聋人，但这并不影响爱情的发生，爱就在手语间蔓延、加浓。黄天阔为了爱的人用爱精心**心便当，可每次都对秧秧说那是送便当剩下的；每次总是在MSN上自言自语，写下许多想对秧秧说的话但总是没有发送出去，总是默默地关心着秧秧，并不因为秧秧是一个聋人而嫌弃她、另眼看待她，最终他鼓足勇气表白。秧秧，是一个“很努力，很乐观，很可爱，很活泼，很孝顺，很亲切，很善良，对姐姐很好，对大家都很好”的女孩子，这是黄天阔对她的评价。开始她也以为天阔是一个聋人，对于天阔的关心和爱，她总是在压抑和逃避，只为了照顾姐姐。但是那一只只装满铜钱的水鸟却出卖了她的真实内心，“我每想你一次就往水鸟里扔一块钱，不知不觉就装满了，于是就只好买新的了”。影片的最后，秧秧坐在天阔的摩托车后，手轻轻地抱着天阔；以及秧秧突然开口，一句“我愿意”给他们的爱情画上了一个完满的句号。这只水鸟就这样悄悄地栖息在大树的怀抱……其实在我看来，秧秧会不会说话，并不重要，因为他们的爱是真切的，纯粹的。也许导演只是想让影片满足观众的要求而走向完满的大结局。朴实的亲情天阔的父母真的太可爱了。他的母亲爱碎碎念，刀子嘴豆腐心。当着儿子的面怪罪他没有及时送便当导致客人退货，责怪他弄丢了篮子，要求他吃完这七个便当，但是回过头笑呵呵的对他爸爸说孩子在长身体呢。碎碎念儿子，但是看到儿子不开心，就叫老公去安慰儿子。当儿子问：“你们会接受她吗？”她没有直接回答，而是和老公商量着要去学手语课，还自嘲自己说话多了下巴会酸，以这样一种不显声色的关怀来回答和赞成儿子。天阔的爸爸亲自做水果沙拉喂给儿子吃，和儿子聊自己的23次失恋，记住儿子对秧秧的每一个评价，笨拙的替儿子求婚。就是这两个平凡普通的父母，勾勒了人世间最幸福最真挚最简单的亲情。无私的姐妹情 “有你这个姐姐，我觉得好骄傲”“如果有下辈子，你可以还做我姐姐吗”——秧秧。秧秧为了支持姐姐心无旁骛的参加听障奥运会，努力的工作，做街头艺人，不谈恋爱，饿肚子，牺牲一切也不在乎。把姐姐当做生活的全部，把姐姐的梦想当做是自己的梦想。而姐姐所有的努力也是为了她。姐姐在一次火灾中受伤，因而失去了参赛的资格，于是她伤心地自责。但是她自责的不是自己不能参加比赛，而是“我不能为你得到一面金牌”。为了不成为妹妹的负担，为了妹妹能够自由的恋爱，她让妹妹相信自己可以独立，可以照顾好自己，并鼓励妹妹去接受“聋人”天阔的爱。这是一种无声无私的大爱。伟大的梦想人因梦想而伟大，金牌是“一个让世界知道自己有多努力的机会”。但是金牌不是梦想的终点，梦想是因爱而生的。“我不可能一辈子都拿金牌”，当小朋因为受伤不能参加听障奥运时，她没有放弃过梦想，而是下决心参加四年之后的听障奥运。是的，有梦想的人，执着的人才是最伟大、最可爱的人。生命的残缺并不意味着心灵的残缺，小朋以其乐观和坚强的性格证明着心灵的完美，证明着这残缺的躯体远比世上某些残缺的心灵更高尚。 “听说”，其实我认为它的英文翻译更妙,hear me——倾听。我们在这物欲横流的社会中，已经很少、甚至忘记了倾听。去倾听家人的心声，倾听朋友的衷情，倾听自己的内心，倾听……我们变得越来越冷漠了。而这部简单的电影，却在这寒冷的冬天，带给我们一丝丝的暖流，唤醒了我们尘封的良知。

P/S: 心里想要的就是一份真诚踏实单纯的爱

看了之后的感触很深

很美很美

HiHi...Teddy..

my teddy bear that i put in my hostel...

hee..

a present on my 18th birthday from liean..

y i post this out suddenly???

cuz i chat with him just now..

im just too sien!!sumre take picture with him!!!!

See how see I am???

很想妈咪耶。。

不知道什么时候才可以回家

昨天去了SWC MEETING。。

很久没有那种团结在一起的感觉了

想到刚开始的时候大家一起努力

那个傻傻的拼劲

现在却面目全非

来的只有几个人

但我相信这些来的人还是有那个心为SWC继续努力

看到CHIN HONG他们变到很憔悴

JESSE还差点哭了

觉得自己真的没有为了SWC做了什么

我很惭愧

所以从今天起

我会努力的！！！

JOsh 是我们的好榜样

真的很佩服他

那天把成告诉了妈咪

她虽然没说什么

可是我觉得她是高兴的吧？？

因为她送了我一样东西

哈哈哈。。

她就是这样假假的

贼贼的

他们说(就是那些亲戚咯）

我跟妈咪越来越像了。。

我也觉得

很像印出来的

可是我觉得我们真正想的地方是性格。。

我们两个都很凶

但都嘴硬心软

两个都肉肉的

很容易胖容易瘦

两个头天蝎座

现在连头发我都COPY她

哈哈哈哈哈哈

anyway i love you so much mum!!

hope to see you so much now...

I LOVE YOU!

is home alone again..

rain falls heavily outside there..

but the weather is still hot as usual..

i tot it will be more refreshing and cold after the rain????

going to SWC meeting later...

with Joshina..

it think it is about the interview for new intake student..

and its been a long time for me din attend the meeting since last year

Oh great...i will go for today...or sure..

but rain!!!!!!!!!!

and yes...

my result is already out!

and God bless me...

really..

I get 3.7...

hehehe...

i prove again to my mum..:)

but this time...really...is just luck..

will be more concentrate and hardworking for this time...but im still in holidays mode...

sum1 wake me up and knock my head please...

:)

HEEEEE.....

在家没事做

突然想用华语

因为我发现很多字我竟然不知道怎么写了

因为很少用到

开学了

开学了！！

那天我竟然会特地从我的床爬起来去上课

（lecture)

因为平时我都不去的

我一定会想睡觉

结果不到半小时我就不能忍了

我不适合的啦

勉强没幸福

我还是习惯有人在我前面盯着我做功课

Ok..

in english better..

hard to type in "Pin Yin"..

just received a call from my mum..

feel so warm...<3

^.^...

even though just a normal call...

but i do really feel happy..:)

thanks mummy...

my face is growing chubby and chubby and more and more chubby....

WHY!!!!

yes...

i eat lots in these few days...

this is what i will do when i am home alone....

i just cannot control myself to say no to food..

nvm..

since my dear Jayson promise me will accompany me to gym everyday..

hope i can do it!!!!

determination!!!!!!!

0%......

T.T....

Hee im going to post about Orientation Week 2010 in this post..

and im not a freshie this year anymore..

and i become a senior now...

so fast...the time pass...T.T...

hahaha...

This is our group photo of our PR committee and also crews....

big family huh...

look like rainbow...

the guys need to act sissy and the girls need to pretend as a "man" guy...

how good we are...hee

Just showing my big face here...

and im so so so happy after done this 1st PNP..

feel happy to work with you guys so much..

enjoy it...

the 1st day o orintation week..

im just going to post the picture of 1st day and also last day..

cuz Jayson 4gt to charge his camera...for four days..

omg..old d...

Taking picture near our college library there after finishing our course to course promotion..

me and jayson and also my dear josh from Talentime Night..

the new pondok in our college..

nice????

with an awkward pose and also smile...

hee..

Me and ah kit on the 1st day..

with ull balck formal...

we cannot open our eyes under the shinny sun....

God...

The last day....

Jayson fetch me to the college early in the morning

and also with "da zhi lao"...

we decided to take picture b4 our face look cham in the afternoon...

Me and Resha...

and ya..

my eyes look like rabbit on the day..

bengkak on the next day...

pain...

with my two own crew..

under me..

hee...

always accompany in these five days..

thanks ya..

thanks for your tissue ah kit..

and also your "coldtea"...

Jayson..

Jayson, Cliff, Me and also Emily...

hee...

start from left is 大只佬

muscle man...

me...

jayson..

and Mayday 阿信。。

Me with the 5 most "handsome" PR crew..

hahaha...

like traffic light....

Me and the twins sister...

Melody......

i get your name right this time right????

Dont know is which monkey suggest us to take picture with the tiang..

they call this as “柱男” and “柱女”...

haha..you will know what i mean if u are 18 above...

and this is our “柱男”...

hee..cutie Resha and Renee..

year 1 student...

i just simply like this picture..

dnt knw why..

like...erm how to say...

haha...dnt knw how to describe..

and ya this is my new hair colour now...

as the time is about 1:00pm in the afternoon..and most of the freshmen went for their i dunno what telematch or workshop ady..

and we started to take photo or consider as syok sendiri...

hahaha....

with spec...not mine ya..

take 2..

i love the spec so much lar..

will buy one soon...

because the old 1 was broken by Calvin Ong..

issshhh...

No spec...

haiya...

malas nak elaborate all..

just a simple SS action...

Okie..the last take...

hahaha...

the weather is hot...

really..not kidding..

and our face full with our sweats....

dropping down like water fall!!!

Ah kit oi ah kit...

no doubt...he is a shy boy..

not so interested in talking with others..

even me...hahaha...

but he is cute and adorable boy lar..

when you need help..he will just accept and wont reject you..heee

smile...like never smile b4..

taken by Jayson Tan..

one of my sweetest crew..

Resha..

a girl who loves Korea's singer artists..and lots about romantic things..heee

Jayson in MP4...

hua..

Relax jerrr..

Ya...on the day of 14th May...

is one of our crew birthday!!!

he is...CLIFF...

the eyebrow man..

hahah...

look how he look like when he received the cake..and also our wishes...

hee....

tapi tak cry lar......... T.T....

OMG...

clap his hand sumre..

hahaha...

anyway...wish you a memorable 19th sweet birthday ya...

!!!

Lastly..

the last picture of us with the Security crew...

so sweet..like a big family in these few days..

hope to work with u guys soon in the 2nd PNP..

OO rocks!!!!!!!

Haha..

its been a long long time i didn't update or renew my bloggie....

cuz im busying with my holidays in my hometown Penang...

and also or Orientation Odyssey Nite 2010..

Finally the 1st PNP session was over...

and i can take a long long rest now as i woke up 6am every morning..

Goshhh...

and my face is so so so so cham...

hard to put on make up when i have to go to college...

(im not a girl who always go out with thick make up or even make up but it is necessary for me this time as im a PR assistant)...

so..mayb im just tak biasa...

so..showing my face...

now look better d..cuz i slept early last and also last last night...

and thanks or my lovely mask...

okok..going to watch IP man 2 later..i think lar...

hope everythg will going smooth later....

and i miss my blog so much...

Tataz....

too boring..

some1 help me please...

but anyway...i love to be at home always...

but not College...

and i will be back on 10th May i think...

cuz i have to handle C2C for our college orientation odyssey night 2010....

so Freshie of TARC 2010...

please visit our booth from 10th May until 14th May...

and orientation odyssey night is a college annual event...

is a competition about beauty peagent and also modeling..

for new intake student...

so....feel free to visit us..and we will do promotion from course 2 course...with video clips and also flyers...

as a Ex finalist...

i have to tell u all that..

Orientation Odyssey Nite is a very very interesting event...

u will gain lots experience and also leadership skills through this competition...

so this competition is not just about outer beauty but also inner beauty...

so

come and Join us!!!!!

THANKS!

No doubt..
the love of Family is the greatest love ever..
however..
u have to admit that..
no all of them love you as much as you love him or her..
somtimes..
maybe it is not..
i knw the feeling too well..
but im not the one should feel guilty..
cuz i really love them..more than myself

It is no point for me to hate him or her..
maybe one day...perhaps...they will love me more than i did..
i will always love you all no matter what happen...